Gone and Run

Quiet but anxious
Its been forever since I haven't been able to sleep tranquil
Your memory is tormenting me
Your image is still popping out of nowhere.

Half blind, half injured
Half stupid, half in love
My whole body is aching
I can't feel it anymore, I can't feel it anymore.

I need to move on you know?
You already made enough harm
You came and took everything I had
I'm still lost wondering who I am.

I'm not going to ask myself the same questions again
this is over and I know
I'm not expecting anything else from you now.

Just leave me
Feel proud of seeing me defeated
Seeing me crawling around
On my knees, covering my eyes so you can't see my tears.

Go ahead, enjoy it
Here are your minutes of pleasure
You won
I lost.

You accomplished your purpose
You must feel happiness
You got what you wanted right?
You stole my energy and my expectations.

Don't stay here staring at me
Run far away and never come back
I can't even find the right word
There is not an adjective to describe you.

Again I will play your words in my head
Your tactics and your strategies
You played a very unfair game
You took advantage of my weakness.